AblanKedPi3ceOfPap3r.

2007-09-17T09:30:00.000-07:00

long time no update le... shall do it b4 goin to bed.. keke..

i've been wonderin, wat's the reason behind asking many questions unprepared and end up missing some small details tt will make a huge difference? tt's the prob wif ppl i guess.. wif no objectives or watsoevr... i am nt proud to say i'm one of them... =X but guess we can nvr stop making mistakes... cos sometimes i tink we 're born to do some of tt.. spice up the life and at the same time, learn someting... something gd i hope... =D sometimes, u can be anywhr but ur presence is missing... cos i guess we sometimes wonder whether we exist... still testing wif it... try pinching urself =D

*slpyeyes*

2007-07-26T06:56:00.000-07:00

sometimes when u tink u have forgotten events that have happened, u may wan to think again. today have been a nt-so-gd day... was in the same team as the smelly kang kang and gt some info which bring out the wounds that i'm hiding.. i dun regret knowing abt it but until i heard it, i realise hw easily affected i am... i wonder wat's wrong wif me tt makes things turn out this way... maybe i'm deprived of hapiness cos i'm nt exactly a very nice person? well, who's the one to judge? definitely nt ourselves as we can either be too pessimistic or too optimistic.. to me, it's a lesson i dun wan to learn but was force too.. like going to sch =X i had taken my chances but was met wif disappointment.. i'm nt sad tt things happened like this.. but maybe becos i tink mi and hapiness stands on a parallel line, nvr meeting..

*eyesrclosing*

2007-07-04T07:27:00.000-07:00

Mr Fong... lolx... this update a bit lag since tis happen on sat, 30 th of july... heard him sang 3 songs and shake hand wif him =D hapi siah... cos was standing so close... tink my hrt stopped a beat....=X was nervous when goin let him sign the album... my 1st time man... goin for autograph session... memorable....

*MrFong~~!!!*

2007-07-02T07:43:00.000-07:00

wat does the word 'life' means to u? does it means sumtin tt u own? or does it mean the simple u? i wonder hw some ppl can treat it so lightly tt they'd take their own lives... ever thght tt when u tink u're the one suffering but actualli, it did affect ppl who cares? hiding n denying facts r like scars tt wont fade away juz by a snap of fingers... wat's the reason behind for doing some things, tt we nd to noe... the word ' life' is nt able u.. it's a abt the ppl who gave u tt ( ur parents) and those who make it worthwhile to live on... look ard u... be content..

*blurmood*

2007-06-26T01:20:00.000-07:00

words do hurt.. tt is sometin we hve to keep in mind ... it maybe done unintentionalli but it will like needles piercing thru the hrt... some ppl r very fragile and they get easily hurt.. they will either keep it to themselves or turn ppl against u... isnt it scary? so which one wld u becum if it happens?
well.. it's funni tt frm wat i know, most of these things happen within the gals.. maybe the guys also hve this prob? maybe... juz tt we dun noe baz... at the end of the day, we will still be wondering abt this issue cos guess wat? we dun tok abt it frankly... so who noes but u alone?

*moodycow*

2007-06-20T01:43:00.000-07:00

ever thght of y ppl dun understand who u r n wat u wan? feel depressed abt it? wat the pt of tt as u keep to urself n dun bother to allow ppl to understand u? the principles tt u hve may onli apply to u.. dun force it upon others as we're all different.. frens do accept each other.. tt's y we hve gd frens and all.. it's impt tt we accept one another for the worst.. it means u're nt alone.. thr r still ppl out thr who care... so whenever u feel like killin urself, either physically or mentally? tink twice... dun waste the space in ppl's hrt...

*rottingathm*

2007-06-19T08:54:00.000-07:00

=D so hapi .. yes933 is giving out tickets for mr fong's mini concert in RP~~!! u can say i'm lame cos i was the first one who sms in today~~!!! yx gt in 2nd lolx... nd to give her credit man for informing me and helpin me sms in case i'm slow... so.. dap and yx was rite in sayin to be positive.. woohoo... =D hapi hapi hapi~~

*veri^3high-1 wish granted~*

2007-06-17T20:23:00.001-07:00

oh~ mr fong is coming~~!! lol... sch reopen le... nw in class... cold cold... hve u ever feel sad when the one u like dun like u? i sure u do... but hve u ever tink tt u love urself enuff? being able to accept who u r and be hapi abt it? if u do , then u r then qualify to like someone... be content tt u're still alive and can do things to make urself hapi instead of living miserably...

*tiredncold*

2007-06-15T09:09:00.000-07:00

today finalli feeling betta abit.. but the library's air con damn cold... like no nd $$ de... brrr~~~ after tt when repair my mp3 lol... finalli ok~~!!! scared the hell outta me when it display tt it has no music inside.. went newton circle eat.. my first time~~ quite nice siah... especially the cheng tang =D sweet sweet de... nice hanging out wif my president and vice president of SL club =D hehe .. hope can do it again.. but more ppl will be more fun =D went play pool after tt... they all veri patient and heng i gt learn sometin frm it.. shi fu~~~

*amixtureoffeelings*

2007-06-14T08:35:00.000-07:00

hve u ever hope to find the ONE in ur life? i guess most of us do... it may occur to u tt almost evryone u like seems like the ONE but end up, they weren't .... so.. dun try so hard to get wat u tink is what u wan... let fate decides whether it is meant to be or nt.. cos sometimes when u took the intiative, it does nt means it will work out... it juz means tt u noe sometin tt u wan to know and wld nt regret as it's for the best

*slpy*

2007-06-12T08:12:00.000-07:00

haiz... end up hs 's fren cant find the cd... was disappointed for the whole day... hope i will be able to purchase it asap... is it true tt the one who noes u hurts u the most? i guess it depend on how much the person realli means to u baz.. it's betta to be frank then keepin ur thghts a secret... cos... no one can read ur mind if u dun let it be known... damn tired... things r happenin too fast for me to even breathe...

*utterlydisappointednstillsick*

2007-06-11T08:36:00.000-07:00

dun noe when will be ok.. anyway, dad was damn funny... he cut sweet melon for us and guess wat, he cut them up so big it's hard to take a bite man... then sis say if he's a fruit seller sure make loss de.. haha... saw my reflection in sch's toilet.. looked so pale like ghost... heng juz nw took a nap le...

*stillsick*

2007-06-10T08:53:00.000-07:00

sometimes, i tink it's easier to feel hapi for ppl then for myself... sounds pathetic? guess it depends on hw u look at it... maybe it's cos i hve too much expectations tt i tink one day, they'll kill me.. =X so, end of the day, try being satisfied abt juz little things like listening to a nice song, eating a yummy dish =) tt's wat 1 of my gd fren told me... =D

*downwifflu*

2007-06-08T07:24:00.000-07:00

things changed... even though ppl promise they wont but it does... it's like a folded paper... even if u unfolded it, the lines will still be thr n thr's nth u can do to make it rite again... so hve u ever asked urself why in the 1st place did u go mess wif it? when u did tt, u may realise tt it's too late to do anitin... wat can we do but to live wif it?

*sorethroatday*

2007-06-07T10:37:00.001-07:00

Hs's fren went korea and hs asked me whether i wan her to purchase the cd... of cos~~!! lolx...hope she can find it... realli wanna it... juz hope it's nt too ex.. hve to start saving nw... $_$less =( hard on cash nwadays cos ate too much...