sometimes when u tink u have forgotten events that have happened, u may wan to think again. today have been a nt-so-gd day... was in the same team as the smelly kang kang and gt some info which bring out the wounds that i'm hiding.. i dun regret knowing abt it but until i heard it, i realise hw easily affected i am... i wonder wat's wrong wif me tt makes things turn out this way... maybe i'm deprived of hapiness cos i'm nt exactly a very nice person? well, who's the one to judge? definitely nt ourselves as we can either be too pessimistic or too optimistic.. to me, it's a lesson i dun wan to learn but was force too.. like going to sch =X i had taken my chances but was met wif disappointment.. i'm nt sad tt things happened like this.. but maybe becos i tink mi and hapiness stands on a parallel line, nvr meeting..
*eyesrclosing*
